Thingking about Give Up

Today I found my self in the same place few weeks ago.
Again, asking the same questions : Why I have to feel sorrow to do this guidance?
, why I have to feel such pain, just for usual thing?, why I try hard to find all the way to make her back?

Oh. This is confusing and lil'hurts.
till I got into the tired-of-useless-guidance point.

I've tried.

Don't be sad, I still with you.
However this is not my-time anymore. I let the stronger bestfriends do that for you.
Calm down, I'm gonna always behind you. never let you fall.